Our Celebration

November 8,2009

The day finally arrived. I had been anxious for this day yet I was not looking forward to it at all. Most of all the most important people in my life were in one room, to support me and to say good-bye. A few people were not able to make it and if I invited everyone I wanted there,well we would have needed an entire back yard. It was one of the most emotional and glorious days I have ever experienced. I tried to stay so strong, not cry and be jolly. Well I thought I did ok for the most part, but inside I was a basket case.


Pastor Greg shared some stories about the Czech and the people there. He shared some stories about me as part of the congregation,as a woman of God and our trip to the Czech. Then I got up to speak. I barely remember what I said. I know I didn't get everything out the way I wanted to. But I wanted to leave the ones I loved with one fact. That God loves them and he has great things for them. Afterwards,A few members came and prayed over me. I was blessed by the words God spoke through them. I have a great support system in these people and they are great warriors for God.

After service we had a GREAT Thanksgiving dinner. Which was a beautiful thing to have that with my loved ones, not knowing when I will be able to have that again. Then we all just gathered around taking pictures, laughing,crying,and being goofy. My sweet little Bailey Scudder sang me the song " The Climb" by Miley Cyrus. Of course I was a puddle of goo. The day was a blur for the most part. I really cannot explain how I felt. I was so happy yet sad, just overwhelmed with so many emotions. I said good-bye one by one as they walked out the doors of church. I was the last one to leave that day. I stayed behind with Sarah and my Sister, and then I walked out the doors of the one place I felt safe, secure and loved. I even had to leave that behind. The only place I have ever felt a fit.

All though I was blessed and overwhelmed all together, I felt a sense of relief to know it was finally over and I was on my way to start a new life and do great things. I have been waiting for this moment for all of my life. Even though it was painful and scary I still wanted it more then ever. It just goes to show you just how awesome God is.

I'm sorry that I did not write in great detail. Most of the moments encountered that day are indescribable. It is hard to write certain things we experience, putting them into words just sometimes, can't be done. What I can say is that it was a marker moment in my life and a day I will cherish for all of my days. Once I get some photo's from everyone there I will post them. I want to thank all the people who were there that day, and the ones who weren't there. You made a special day unforgettable. I am so blessed to have each and everyone of you in my life. I could not have done this without you. And I am who I am because of all of you. Thank you for loving me, believing in me and for never giving up on me. No matter what happened in my life or yours, you still were there, you never walked away. I love you ALL beyond measure and I will miss you all dearly. Keep in touch and know that no matter where life takes us ,our hearts will keep us together.Much peace and love. Love your Czech Girl.