40 Day Fast Week #1

LENT: From Ash Wednesday to Easter, many solemnly mark their foreheads with ash, “fasting” (or abstaining from certain foods or physical pleasures) for 40 days. This is done to supposedly imitate Jesus Christ’s 40-day fast in the wilderness (Matt. 4:1-2). Some give up smoking. Others give up chewing gum. Still others give up over-eating or cursing. People vow to give up anything, as long as it prepares them for Easter. But I do it more for building a more intimate relationship with GOd,dedication in my faith and to seek more of God and what he wants for my life. It also is the time period of the death and ressurection of Jesus. In this I personally, lay it all down and rise back up with my Lord and Savior.

As for fasting I gave up all junk food,like every year !! I gave up the Internet and set aside Saturday's to communicate with family back home and to blog. I did this only because I was feeling like I spent way to much time on it and I was getting to distracted. There is things in my life that needs undivided attention and prayer. Then I also asked for guidance in the word. I want to spend more time learning the word and receiving God's wisdom and grace. Looking deeper into a well of his greatness.

Week 1 of Lent: I have become more aware of a few things that are quite exciting and refreshing to my heart and spirit. I started out my first couple days quiet and I just waited. When I woke up Friday (19th) morning I was in worship mode. I worshipped all day long!! I was in this realm of fire,glory and love. That seemed to be what poured out of me as well. I did two paintings and wrote another song. The paintings were pretty cool, something I have never done before. The realm was painted and to me that was cool. I have never painted during worship before . I have drawn and written out the message but never this. So it was new and exciting for me. I continued in worship and then finished that evening off with the word. I was spent after this day but all in all it was an amazing day. I felt like many different impartations took place and things were released as well.

Sunday 2.21: I went to church and it was a very good message. Alot of the message was based in the book of Corinthians,the fear factor and lack of Joy in the lord,our own life or walk with God and with our brothers and sisters as well. I agree. This applies everywhere not just here.

But my highlight of the day was the "JOY" I received and was showered with all at the same time. I got to do something pretty special in my eyes. I got to meet Babicka and Dedecek(there is suppose to be markings above letters for the proper pronunciation, but darned if I can find it on here). This is Grandma and Grandpa.

I had an amazing time learning about the everyday Czech Family. They have humility, kindness from head to toe, great humor and abundant joy. They are very happy being all together and being who they are individually. I saw great gifting and how God has supplied a special home and provision for them. This house was so beautiful. The kind you see in magazines,that make you instantly feel tranquil and comfortable. I could see the care and appreciation they have in their land and home. They grow most of their own produce and make homemade everything. I expressed how wonderful it felt to have a warm "home cooked" meal.There were many moments that were experienced but I do not wish to post on here. Sometimes we receive things in our lives that are just really between us and God and the people he blessed us with .

After dinner I did something else new and surprising. I sat in front of a piano for the first time in my life and learned how to play. Yeah, just like that. I am not a pro by any means but to never have touched a piano let alone know what chords and keys are, I played a couple of songs.My little angel, my blessing, Katka has once again given me something great,Piano lessons 101. All I ever knew about music was sharp and minor,if it sounds good or not. So now I have a new desire for something I have never imagined myself ever doing.That is how awesome God is. And YES, I can do it!! And I will do, through God, what he has planted inside me. I like the idea that there is still talents and giftings inside of me that even I have never thought or seen myself doing. Goes to show just who really is running the show.

Upon leaving the new family to go home, I was showered with gifts before I left. Once again, God knows just what you need when you need it and he blesses you with a deeper understanding for why he puts the right people in your life. And visa versa. Along with the simple fact of just having good freinds and joyful moments in life, along the journey.

Through the rest of the week I remained in the word and prayer. I have enjoyed getting to know my childhood friend Justin. I have no doubt god has something huge for his life. He has overcome death literally and much more. My heart has been connected with this amazing man and I look forward to the relationship we continue to grow into.

That amazing Family I love to share with you,brought me a keyboard to continue in learning how to play. Yuppers!! I have been playing around with it and just asking God do what his will is. Even if nothing ever came from it other then just learning something new, that is truly super duper with me.

At the end of week one, a few more connections were made, new talents were discovered,relationships have grown stronger and run deeper and SPring has SPrung.There is a lot that goes on and like I have said before, I may not put everything in here for my own personal reasons. But I choose to highlight the

 important happenings and moments that I feel can bless you as much as they have me. I like to think that hope and faith can be given to you and inspire you through my journey.I pray that you take a deeper look into your own life and see that you too have many blessings that God has waiting for you. And to know that you have someone who loves you, cares about you, is here for you and wants good things for you and those you love. Yes, GOd, but as well....Me <3

Stay tuned for week 2 and until then, I will be seeing you. God Bless and as always,

All My Love <3

Czech Girl